Hello dear readers! If any of you are still around, that is. I would like to apologize for how quiet it’s been around here. We haven’t even left a note or anything. And this note is rather late as it is. Not that we have a giant following or anything, but it just seems kind of rude to be writing everyday and then suddenly not, and not say anything. I suspect we are all very busy and/or very exhausted. Or in Australia!
Speaking for myself, my ability to write anything (even a comment!) has shriveled up over the last few months. I’ve been suffering from some nasty insomnia which has left me so mentally spent that my meager outpourings have dwindled down to nothing. It isn’t that there isn’t anything to say, but that saying it, writing it, just seems impossible. There just hasn’t been anything left in me to push the words out. I’m exhausted. And yet, I can’t sleep. I’ve got this burning energy deep inside me that I can’t seem to get out into the world to be useful with; it just leaves me unable to sleep.
And I’m so spent all the time that I find it difficult to start doing the things that would change all of the things that I hate about my life, which I’m not going to bore you with.
So. Not blogging. Thinking about running away and joining the circus. Getting the hell out of Dodge. I find I’m watching a lot of Doctor Who. All that running they do, all that exploring. I long for it. I’ve got this voice in my head, whispering intensly: “run.”
Run run run run.
But in which direction?